Just the way it is

There`s an ancient Chinese saying that says: Be aware with what you wish for because it might come true!

I have been granted by the Lord oh mighty, with everything i wished for, and eventhough that has always happened why am I so miserable?

Why would someone who has the number of changes in life I have feel so strange after another one, remember I asked for that!!!!

Maybe because I feel responsible for things not working as they should? But, how should things work?

I have been feeling miserable for quite a while, nobody calls my atention, i haven`t been enchanted for anything in the same period, but whose fault is that? the world`s or mine.....I guess we all know the answer for that!!!

My life at age 31, is not what I had wished for, but on the other hand, is it that different? Absolutely not..... Some things are missing, some others are more than I had ever imagined I could deserve, and I am glad for that!!!

A new phase has begun, different than anything I had ever lived or felt before, and although I am not confortable yet........ I am not scared, actually I am really looking forward to face it.

And, do you know why i feel that way? Because, that`s just the way it is........and I hope soon I can be again enchanted by the power of life and all the greatness it shall bring me!

However, for now, I must keep foccused........I have another year in front of me before my next move, for those who know me remember, I will be 32 next year!!!!

Hope the Gods of life allow me to move on the way I think I should or not!!! Whatever!!!

Cheers mate!